(Yatta Yatta Ryan Ross is no longer a Panic(!) member i know.)
I think not! Thats only me unfortunately. Her is what it said about Ryan:
Ross, formerly of Panic! at the Disco, is seen on a couch with a group of female friends, surrounded by bottles of booze, a pack of smokes and yes, chopped up cocaine.
But if you heard the story from Ross himself you’d think it was an innocent tea party.
“I planned the whole thing!” he jokes, then says, “No, it a couple of weeks ago. I do remember, believe it or not. I’m not gonna tell you whose house it was at, but yeah, there was a party the night before, and I slept on the couch, and we took a picture. I didn’t even really know it (the cocaine) was there.”
Here is the link if you want to read more: http://www.celebritysmackblog.com/2009/07/15/ryan-ross-cocaine-picture/ I didn't want to put it in there because I strongly disagree with that evil witch.
I for one would believe Ryan if he said that on my birthday fish would sprout legs and walke so sing to me in Spainish. In fact every birthday of mine I would wait for those fish. It's, to me, pretty believable. I mean I don't know why that evil witch can't make since of it. There was a party. Ryan was probably drunk and not aware of the cocaine. He decieded it would be to dangerous to drive home and decided to pick a couch. He woke up. He got mauled by those sluts and they made him take a picture. Simple enough? I think so! So get off Ryan's ass! If he would have never been famous this picture would have meant nothing to the genral public so why should it now? I hate cliques and fame and most of all the spotlight. What do you think possesed Britny Spears? (fwi just because I used that example doesn't mean I like her in the slightest bit)
Here is the link for MTV's version: http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1616217/20090714/panic_at_the_disco.jhtml besides that I don't know what to say but do you believe its just a kawinky dink or do you think Ryan is on drugs?
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
MY LIFE AND MANY OTHER PEOPLES LIFES IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! did Panic At The Disco break up???!?!?!?!?!? i kno it happened like a couple days ago but my little heart just cant proccess it. they were all reason for living... i see no reason anymore......COOOOOOOOOOORNDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! rrrrrrgg i hate that word why do i use it SO often. hmmm there is a hope out there in someones heart just waiting to reach mine i dont know how far away that person is right now but will you hurry before its to late and i cant take it anymore and i just......leave. forever. plz come and talk some sense into me. i havent had any since Panic At The Disco broke up.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
bored 2 1/2
i have pink hair and unfortunatly my dad is makeing me go all the way black. pumpkin! but if i do go all the way black with my hair i can get a nose ring......idk what to choose??? no pumpkin! thats sucks that there is no pumpkin anymore. i like them. but i think i am gonna go with the nose ring thing, but boy will my mom be surprised to see me with one.... either way it kinnda sucks.i love swifty do you love swifty? i LOVE Destery and Nathan do YOU?
hehehe......i am SO enerjyetic and such. strange. this has no point to it and i like potatoes but if you eat them they could possibly die. i like to party in the park. i'm a super ninja! this is my super castle where things get done. there could be andacondas in here! 0_o they eat small children and homo dragonflys. hello kitty is like my best friends right now she is on the lime green bow that sits in my pink hair. and on my like ten million bracelets. she works at hot topic his heart microscopic she thinks that its love but to him its sex he listens to emo but fat mikes his hero his bank account zero what comes next?
well idk but like tommy and jeena they are livin on a prayer!!!!!!! did i just say that? wow i like rock some major chili powder right now.
is that a renisaunce outfit?
yah
were did you get it?
i killed a roman
DANM!
immma stab you in the jugular with a freshly sliced orange peel and or stab you in the eye with a REALLY hot egg role. yah cuz i can do that straight threw the computer cuz imma super ninja and i throw soap at hobos and eat spanish rice on habbo hotel.
oh and thats right i am bored. what is up with that title it makes me want to go kill a magician and where him as and out fit to travel to Hawii or however you spell it. i wathced the chronicles of chad. chad is stupid. he is my friend
hehehe......i am SO enerjyetic and such. strange. this has no point to it and i like potatoes but if you eat them they could possibly die. i like to party in the park. i'm a super ninja! this is my super castle where things get done. there could be andacondas in here! 0_o they eat small children and homo dragonflys. hello kitty is like my best friends right now she is on the lime green bow that sits in my pink hair. and on my like ten million bracelets. she works at hot topic his heart microscopic she thinks that its love but to him its sex he listens to emo but fat mikes his hero his bank account zero what comes next?
well idk but like tommy and jeena they are livin on a prayer!!!!!!! did i just say that? wow i like rock some major chili powder right now.
is that a renisaunce outfit?
yah
were did you get it?
i killed a roman
DANM!
immma stab you in the jugular with a freshly sliced orange peel and or stab you in the eye with a REALLY hot egg role. yah cuz i can do that straight threw the computer cuz imma super ninja and i throw soap at hobos and eat spanish rice on habbo hotel.
oh and thats right i am bored. what is up with that title it makes me want to go kill a magician and where him as and out fit to travel to Hawii or however you spell it. i wathced the chronicles of chad. chad is stupid. he is my friend
Sunday, June 28, 2009
BE A VEGATARIAN
Watch the video on the link below!!! Seriously if you can watch this and think that they are just animals and they are going to die anyway then you should be a pig and be treated that way! Even if you don't commit all the way to being a vegatarian, just keep this video in mind and eat a salad not a hamburger. Forward this video to everyone that you know.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIjanhKqVC4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIjanhKqVC4
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Ryan Ross. GAY!?!?!?!!?
IT IS TRUE! Me and Kacey were just having a regular day chatting on twitter when all of a sudden Ryan Ross tweeted and said " this is my coming out party. i AM gay" he had like 76,000 followers on twitter then after he said that there was only like 30,000 people following him. Of course he picked a good time to say this because nobody else was on twitter from PatD. Well he deleted it really fastly but it....it....i...i....CRYED MY EYES OUT!!!!!! and if you dont believe me or dont think it is true then just e-mail me or my bud kacey and haley
ME- patd-brendon-and-ryan-4eva@hotmail.com
Kacey- kaceyknight@hotmail.com
Haley- haleykight1@hotmail.com
IF YOU ARE A SERIOUS PANIC FAN AND DONT HAVE A TWITTER FIND ME www.twitter.com/patdisforever LOOK IN THE PEOPLE I AM FOLLOWING AND FOLLOW RYAN AND SEE WHAT THE CORNDOG IS GOING ON!!! IT WONT SHOW THAT HE SAID HE IS GAY BUT HE MIGHT COME CLEAN LATER! COPY, PASTE, AND SEND THIS TO EVERY PANIC AT THE DICO FAN YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME- patd-brendon-and-ryan-4eva@hotmail.com
Kacey- kaceyknight@hotmail.com
Haley- haleykight1@hotmail.com
IF YOU ARE A SERIOUS PANIC FAN AND DONT HAVE A TWITTER FIND ME www.twitter.com/patdisforever LOOK IN THE PEOPLE I AM FOLLOWING AND FOLLOW RYAN AND SEE WHAT THE CORNDOG IS GOING ON!!! IT WONT SHOW THAT HE SAID HE IS GAY BUT HE MIGHT COME CLEAN LATER! COPY, PASTE, AND SEND THIS TO EVERY PANIC AT THE DICO FAN YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, May 8, 2009
Why me?
ok i am getting like D's and F's on my report card all of a sudden because my teacher is a forking IDIOT!!! i did all my forking work and everyone is mad at me!! i am trying my hardest and my forking IDIOT teacher Terri Daily ya thats right Mrs. Daily i hope you read this even though i know you wont! my friend Kacey is in the same situation. her sister is REALLY smart and me and Kacey are like sisters so we always get compared to her older sister Hayley and makes me forking MAD!! i mean seriously just because are parents want us to be smart does that mean that we really are? NO! it doesnt!!!!!!! then my dad calls me and is all pissed off and i told him the forking truth and he is still REALLY REALLY MAD!!! WAT THE FORK?!?!?!?!?! aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! i am going to forking explode! and now when i am trying to get my grades in my teachers says that i cant cuz i wasnt absent well guess wat asshole ya i was!!! i flipped her off and i had to go call my mom and tell her wat i did and now i am in trouble not to mention that my computer is getting eaten by a virus! everyone that lives near me and i dont like you beware because i am going to go on some homicidal, malicious, forken masecre murder-ish rampage!!! FORK! yes i do say fork instead of f*ck so you can deal with it! i like the word fork better cuz it rox! uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! why why why why me?!!??! its not like i was a student that always got A's B's or C's i was always a retard but for some reason my parents decided that because it is the last quarter that i HAVE to have good grades! SHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok listen to this the only thing that is keeping some ppl alive is that it is illigal to kill them! the only thing stopping me from not killing my teacher is that there is no computer in jail and i would probably never see Brendon Urie ever and that would be terrrible!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Bored
My dream is to be continued.... soon not now because I am REALLY lazy at the moment. Oh and just for the record the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance
A indifference and
B disinterest in what the critics say.
So practically what I am saying is if you have a problem with me them you can look away. Because I don't care what anybody elso thinks but me. I am seriously bored. My myspace is loading pictures of me and it is taking so LONG if it weren't just a computer I am pretty sure that I would shoot it. I sill have home work. UGH! I told my mom I didn't have home work so I could get on the computer, but that didn't turn out so well did it? Well I am listening to Panic At The Disco and it bothering me to write and listen......
A indifference and
B disinterest in what the critics say.
So practically what I am saying is if you have a problem with me them you can look away. Because I don't care what anybody elso thinks but me. I am seriously bored. My myspace is loading pictures of me and it is taking so LONG if it weren't just a computer I am pretty sure that I would shoot it. I sill have home work. UGH! I told my mom I didn't have home work so I could get on the computer, but that didn't turn out so well did it? Well I am listening to Panic At The Disco and it bothering me to write and listen......
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
OMFG!!!!! BRENDON!!!!
Ok your probably wondering why I put OMFG well it's because you know my recent liking for Ryan Ross more than Brendon Urie well I just realized that I like Brendon better!!!!!!!! I was looking on the internet and I could not stop looking him up. Then some girl was talking about her amazing experience when she met Brendon. Part of me wanted to CRY and the other part wanted to HURT HER!!! But I am still shaken from that I don't know what happened, but I am very emotional about Brendon. I am to lazy to change my blog that says I like Ryan Ross more but JUST SO YOU KNOW I LOVE LOVE LOVE BRENDON URIE MORE THAN RYAN ROSS!!!!!!!! NOW IT IS 60% BRENDON AND $40% RYAN!!! I don't why this happened but it did so if you have a problem you can deal. And I should have known this was happening. The dream and all the other stuff I haven't told you about. Well everyone feast your eyes on this!!!
Jimi Crayon
So I got this new sketch book and it's really cool. It is random pink and blackness on the outside. So I look inside and it is a Jimi Crayon book. He designed the cover. I will try to get some pictures of it because it is really cool. But there is a little story-ish thing in the front page and it says: Jimi Crayon wasn't born...
He crash-landed his rocket in an allotment in the countryside, decided he didn't like the smell, and walked to the city and started drawing...
He han't stopped yet.
He had fleeting experiences with college and university but never managed to last very long due to his playful disrespect for authority... Oh well, it happens.
He has had solo shows in Brighton, as well as being involved in a whole host of group shows in London. Jimi still draws but also runs a successful clothing company known as 'urgh' from his London base. He can be seen drawing on walls at trendy shop openings or gallery exhibition private views.
He doesn't talk to the little people.
Well that little bit was in my stetch book. I really don't know what it was about but be sure to check out his website at http://www.jimicrayon.com/ ! And I will TRY to get some of his work and mine posted onto my blog.
He crash-landed his rocket in an allotment in the countryside, decided he didn't like the smell, and walked to the city and started drawing...
He han't stopped yet.
He had fleeting experiences with college and university but never managed to last very long due to his playful disrespect for authority... Oh well, it happens.
He has had solo shows in Brighton, as well as being involved in a whole host of group shows in London. Jimi still draws but also runs a successful clothing company known as 'urgh' from his London base. He can be seen drawing on walls at trendy shop openings or gallery exhibition private views.
He doesn't talk to the little people.
Well that little bit was in my stetch book. I really don't know what it was about but be sure to check out his website at http://www.jimicrayon.com/ ! And I will TRY to get some of his work and mine posted onto my blog.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Random Pictures Of The Most Beautiful People In The World In Order
1. Ryan Ross
2. Brendon Urie
WOW I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!
3. Quinn Allman
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And there is ALOT of other hot guys out there that I can not think of and if I think of them later I will put them in a blog.___X] sorry guys about using phoyobucket and all cuz sometimes they just go away and I'll watch about that and try to change it if it happens.
2. Brendon Urie
WOW I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!3. Quinn Allman
Photos"/>And there is ALOT of other hot guys out there that I can not think of and if I think of them later I will put them in a blog.___X] sorry guys about using phoyobucket and all cuz sometimes they just go away and I'll watch about that and try to change it if it happens.
My Hottness Scale!!!!!!!
Of course the guys of Panic At The Disco will be on here. Well two of them will be.......
I clump together Brendon and Ryan. But I do like other guys but they are the best!!!! So out of 100% (between Brendon and Ryan) Brendon gets a.................................49% wooooooohhhhhh!!!!!
and Ryan gets a...........51% yyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh Ryaaaaaaaannnnnnnn!!!!!!!! 
aww the poor guitar! oh well i would not care if Ryan Ross burned me alive! cuz he'd have to touch me first! that sounded wrong but it's not!!!!!!!!!! well thats it I guess this was sorta short! byeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
I clump together Brendon and Ryan. But I do like other guys but they are the best!!!! So out of 100% (between Brendon and Ryan) Brendon gets a.................................49% wooooooohhhhhh!!!!!
and Ryan gets a...........51% yyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh Ryaaaaaaaannnnnnnn!!!!!!!! aww the poor guitar! oh well i would not care if Ryan Ross burned me alive! cuz he'd have to touch me first! that sounded wrong but it's not!!!!!!!!!! well thats it I guess this was sorta short! byeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
PANIC AT THE DISCO!!!!
I love my Panic At The Disco!!! Panic At The Disco. The members of the band are:
Brendon Urie_____________lead vocals, guitar, piano, arcordian and much more
Ryan Ross_______________guitar,vocals,lyrics
Jon Walker______________bass,guitar,vocals,keyboard
Spencer Smith____________drums,precusion
There you have it people they are Panic At The Disco. To me they are the most glorious and beautiful and talented and and and and this is a VERY long list and I could go forever! But I practically worship them! That was a little weird so I guess I don't do that but pretty close. So they have 3 cd's out. The first one is called A Fever You Can't Sweat Out. All of the songs are:
01. Introduction
02. The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage
03. London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines
04. Nails For Breakfast Tacks For Snacks
05. Camisado
06. Time To Dance
07. Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Without Taking Her Clothes Off
08. Intermission
09. But It's Better If You Do
10. I Write Sins Not Tragedies
11 O. I Constantly Thank God For Esteban
12. There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet
13. Build God Then We'll Talk
Ok that was their first cd now for the second one:
01. We're So Starving
02. Nine In The Afternoon
03. She's A Handsome Woman
04.Do You Know What I'm Seeing?
05. That Green Gentalman (Things Have Changed)
06. I Have Friends In Holy Spaces
o7. Northern Downpour
08. When The Day Met The Night
09. Pas De Cheval
10. The Piano Knows Something I Don't Know
11. Behind The Sea
12. Folkin' Around
13. She Had The World
14. From A Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins
15. Mad As Rabbits
That was the second album which is called Pretty. Odd.
The third cd i should say is Live In Chicago. It comes with a live dvd and bonus features. Right now I am feeling really lazy so I am not going to list the song names but I will let you know that the songs are live and they are a mix of the first and second albums. I suggest that you google Panic At The Disco and totally buy their cd's!! If I wasn't so lazy at the moment I would give you the lyrics to all the songs, but-again-I am lazy! Well you can figure that out on your own. Ok that is NOT all I can tell you about Panic At The Disco but I feel lazy and am going to use the phone so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! PS:If you want to know more about Panic At The Disco just leave me a comment!
Brendon Urie_____________lead vocals, guitar, piano, arcordian and much more
Ryan Ross_______________guitar,vocals,lyrics
Jon Walker______________bass,guitar,vocals,keyboard
Spencer Smith____________drums,precusion
There you have it people they are Panic At The Disco. To me they are the most glorious and beautiful and talented and and and and this is a VERY long list and I could go forever! But I practically worship them! That was a little weird so I guess I don't do that but pretty close. So they have 3 cd's out. The first one is called A Fever You Can't Sweat Out. All of the songs are:
01. Introduction
02. The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage
03. London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines
04. Nails For Breakfast Tacks For Snacks
05. Camisado
06. Time To Dance
07. Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Without Taking Her Clothes Off
08. Intermission
09. But It's Better If You Do
10. I Write Sins Not Tragedies
11 O. I Constantly Thank God For Esteban
12. There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet
13. Build God Then We'll Talk
Ok that was their first cd now for the second one:
01. We're So Starving
02. Nine In The Afternoon
03. She's A Handsome Woman
04.Do You Know What I'm Seeing?
05. That Green Gentalman (Things Have Changed)
06. I Have Friends In Holy Spaces
o7. Northern Downpour
08. When The Day Met The Night
09. Pas De Cheval
10. The Piano Knows Something I Don't Know
11. Behind The Sea
12. Folkin' Around
13. She Had The World
14. From A Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins
15. Mad As Rabbits
That was the second album which is called Pretty. Odd.
The third cd i should say is Live In Chicago. It comes with a live dvd and bonus features. Right now I am feeling really lazy so I am not going to list the song names but I will let you know that the songs are live and they are a mix of the first and second albums. I suggest that you google Panic At The Disco and totally buy their cd's!! If I wasn't so lazy at the moment I would give you the lyrics to all the songs, but-again-I am lazy! Well you can figure that out on your own. Ok that is NOT all I can tell you about Panic At The Disco but I feel lazy and am going to use the phone so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! PS:If you want to know more about Panic At The Disco just leave me a comment!
Monday, April 6, 2009
All About Me
Wow new font color! No way! Well I hope you liked my dream. It was not even the whole thing and it was huge so I decided to stop. Just stop. I am bored today. My little brother is like being so fussy. In 2 days I am going to get a new i-pod. I have a really queer i-pod it is a shuffle and I am going to get a i-pod touch!!!! I am sooooo excited!! Well that was just some random facts for you. I hope I don't bore you to death. In this mmmmmm I don't know what to call it uuuhhh in this well it sound weird to say blog (even though thats what it is). In this blog-gods that sounds weird-I am going to tell you about myself. If you haven't noticed I am a Panic At The Disco fannatic!!!!!!!! I love them sooooo much. The members of the band are Brendon, Ryan, Spencer, and Jon. But I will blog about that later. I love music I could not live without it. I have ALOT of favorite bands, they are: Panic At The Disco, Paramore, The Used, Evanescence, All American Rejects, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Boys Like Girls, Linkin Park, System Of A Down, Avenged Sevenfold, Bowling For Soup, and Calvary Kids. Wow thats a long list! My best friend in the whole world is Kacey. I have another friend who I could tell anything to, but we are not as close as me and Kacey are, and her name in Cindy. I live in Montana. I LOVE my computer of course! Some of my favorite websites are: www.panicatthedisco.com/store and http://www.northerndownpur.com/ and http://www.zwinky.com/ and http://www.myspace.com/ and http://www.patd-rox.bloggspot.com/ and http://www.boyslikegirls.com/ and http://www.fanpop.com/ and http://www.hotmail.com/ and http://www.photobucket.com/ and http://www.myhotcomments.com/ if you want to go to any of these sites or are already a member to them e-mail me at patd-brendon-and-ryan-4eva@hotmail.com and i will give you my username and we can be friends on one of these sites. XD____I REALLY HATE SCHOOL!!!! At points I want to seriously kill myself instead of going to shcool! That was harsh but totally true. My favorite colors are purple and black!!!! Great combination! To me the hottest people in the world are Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie! And yes they are from Panic At The Disco. I don't know what else to say but I ROCK!!!! Oh and I HATE THE BAND THE KILLERS!!!!!!!
Brendon Urie
Brendon Urie. What more can I say? He is a great singer, beautiful person, and much more. But now I just want to point out that i am going to tell you my dream that I had last night about Brendon.
Remember this is only a ~sigh~ dream.
I got tickets to a Panic At The Disco concert and I was so happy. I decided to wear my Northern Downpour t-shirt to show them that I was a member of their fan club. For pants I was going to wear my new favorite skinny jeans. I was ready to go and it was a weak before the concert.
So the day of the concert I ride over to the concert and wait. Just wait. And all of a sudden Brendon comes riding in the front row on his skateboard! He did a little trick and everyone was amazed to see Brendon do a trick on a skateboard! Then Ryan had to ruin the fun and say "Brendon that's probably not a very good idea." So after the concert there was a meet-n-great and of course I was going! So I was the first one to walk up to that table filled with glorious people and I start to talk to Brendon. I say " Hello" and he says "Sup. Hey you have a Northern Downpour shirt on! Thats cool supporting the band. Hey you wanna pull up a chair and sit by me?" WOW I could not believe this was happening! "Ya sure that would be cool." WOW me sitting NEXT TO BRENDON URIE
So we talked and talked and talked about every little detail of each other and of course some fans asked why I got to sit by Brendon and he said "Because she's my friend and I want her to." Then he would just ignore everyone and talk to me. Wow. Then no-fun-Ryan said, "Taylor I think it's time for you to go now. You and Brendon have been talking for ever." So Brendon thought that was a tiny bit offensive towards me so he said "I don't want her to go and she can stay on the bus with me if she wants!" So, of course, I say "I want to stay with you." So I get on the bus and Brendon gives me tour of the bus and says "You can sleep on my my bunk." But I really could NOT sleep on his bunk. So I say "Actually I can't I have a back problem that only alows me to sleep on a wider sufface so I can bend over when I wake up." Then Brendon looks at me and says "No way I have the same disease or whatever it is. Well then you can put your bags on my bunk and you can sleep on the bed in the back with me. Sound good?" Silly Brendon of course it did. "Ya." Before we went to bed I told him that when I sleep I tend to sprall out and just do crazy things and he said that he didn't mind so I just went to bed.
But when we woke up in the morning I was laying with my head on his chest! And he just smiled and said "Whats up sleepy head?" And it took me a while to realize where I was. I jumped up off his chest and sat up on my side of the bed. He laughed at me then said "You warned me that you sleep funny but I don't care. Actually it was sort of interesting to hear what you said." OH NO I FORGOT THAT I TALK IN MY SLEEP! "Brendon you mind telling me what I said?" He looked at me and said"It's no big deal Taylor all you said was that you thought that you were dreaming and you were not actually here. That't it." Oh thank the Gods that I didn't say anything embarassing.
And so the tour went on.....................................
On the last day of tour Brendon asked if I wanted to go to dinner with him. So I said" Ya and I'll call Ryan, Jon, and Spencer and we'll all go." I reached for my phone and he grabbed my hand and said "I wanted to go to dinner with just you." Then he smiled a angelic smile and said "I think I am falling for you." That caught me completely off gard. All this time we were friends well a little more than that of course. But now what he says what do I say back? Then I say "I know I am falling for you." and I poked him in the nose. He looked surprised and then he kissed me-one peck-on the lips. "I can't believe this is happening. I mean like I am with you and you are Brendon Urie and I am a regular person nothing special about me." He looked at me with a disaproving look and said "Now I don't agree with that. I think that you are something very special, expecially to me. Let's go tell Ryan whats going on." Why did Ryan need to know?
When we told him he said"Well it's about time that you guys caught on that you needed to be together." He waved and got in his car. Me and Brendon got in his car and headed off to a resteraunt. When we got there some lady freaked out that it was Brendon so we had to leave. He took me to his house and said "So are you going to stay with me tonight?" I looked at him and nodded my head. He smiled then he said "Are you going to live with me?" That was an option. Wow.
I had to nod my head again and he walked over and started to kiss me. I stopped and said "I want dinner." And he laughed and ordered pizza. When we woke up in the morning I was on his chest again and he was rubbing my back and said"Hows it going sleepy head?" I got up and poured some cerial. "How did you know where my, our cerial is?" Was he seriously asking this question? I looked at him and said "MTV Cribs" then I quoted him "we're not generally messy people." He looked at me and just stared into my eyes as if he could see my soul and liked what he saw. So I stared back. I sat on his couch and ate my cerial then he turned on the TV and sat next to me. When I was done he grabbed my bowl and put it in the sink. He came back over and grabbed my hand and said "You are just so awesome. I am glad I asked you to stay with me, I didn't think I had the guts to and I did." I was just soooooooooo happy. Wow. I went and got my laptop and said "Look at my old myspace and e-mail addres, you'll laugh. OK my myspace is all you I mean look at my profile! I am a dork. And did you notice my e-mail? It's patd-brendon-and-ryan-4eva@hotmail.com how dorky is that?" He got out his laptop and said not at all.
Remember this is only a ~sigh~ dream.
I got tickets to a Panic At The Disco concert and I was so happy. I decided to wear my Northern Downpour t-shirt to show them that I was a member of their fan club. For pants I was going to wear my new favorite skinny jeans. I was ready to go and it was a weak before the concert.
So the day of the concert I ride over to the concert and wait. Just wait. And all of a sudden Brendon comes riding in the front row on his skateboard! He did a little trick and everyone was amazed to see Brendon do a trick on a skateboard! Then Ryan had to ruin the fun and say "Brendon that's probably not a very good idea." So after the concert there was a meet-n-great and of course I was going! So I was the first one to walk up to that table filled with glorious people and I start to talk to Brendon. I say " Hello" and he says "Sup. Hey you have a Northern Downpour shirt on! Thats cool supporting the band. Hey you wanna pull up a chair and sit by me?" WOW I could not believe this was happening! "Ya sure that would be cool." WOW me sitting NEXT TO BRENDON URIE
So we talked and talked and talked about every little detail of each other and of course some fans asked why I got to sit by Brendon and he said "Because she's my friend and I want her to." Then he would just ignore everyone and talk to me. Wow. Then no-fun-Ryan said, "Taylor I think it's time for you to go now. You and Brendon have been talking for ever." So Brendon thought that was a tiny bit offensive towards me so he said "I don't want her to go and she can stay on the bus with me if she wants!" So, of course, I say "I want to stay with you." So I get on the bus and Brendon gives me tour of the bus and says "You can sleep on my my bunk." But I really could NOT sleep on his bunk. So I say "Actually I can't I have a back problem that only alows me to sleep on a wider sufface so I can bend over when I wake up." Then Brendon looks at me and says "No way I have the same disease or whatever it is. Well then you can put your bags on my bunk and you can sleep on the bed in the back with me. Sound good?" Silly Brendon of course it did. "Ya." Before we went to bed I told him that when I sleep I tend to sprall out and just do crazy things and he said that he didn't mind so I just went to bed.
But when we woke up in the morning I was laying with my head on his chest! And he just smiled and said "Whats up sleepy head?" And it took me a while to realize where I was. I jumped up off his chest and sat up on my side of the bed. He laughed at me then said "You warned me that you sleep funny but I don't care. Actually it was sort of interesting to hear what you said." OH NO I FORGOT THAT I TALK IN MY SLEEP! "Brendon you mind telling me what I said?" He looked at me and said"It's no big deal Taylor all you said was that you thought that you were dreaming and you were not actually here. That't it." Oh thank the Gods that I didn't say anything embarassing.
And so the tour went on.....................................
On the last day of tour Brendon asked if I wanted to go to dinner with him. So I said" Ya and I'll call Ryan, Jon, and Spencer and we'll all go." I reached for my phone and he grabbed my hand and said "I wanted to go to dinner with just you." Then he smiled a angelic smile and said "I think I am falling for you." That caught me completely off gard. All this time we were friends well a little more than that of course. But now what he says what do I say back? Then I say "I know I am falling for you." and I poked him in the nose. He looked surprised and then he kissed me-one peck-on the lips. "I can't believe this is happening. I mean like I am with you and you are Brendon Urie and I am a regular person nothing special about me." He looked at me with a disaproving look and said "Now I don't agree with that. I think that you are something very special, expecially to me. Let's go tell Ryan whats going on." Why did Ryan need to know?
When we told him he said"Well it's about time that you guys caught on that you needed to be together." He waved and got in his car. Me and Brendon got in his car and headed off to a resteraunt. When we got there some lady freaked out that it was Brendon so we had to leave. He took me to his house and said "So are you going to stay with me tonight?" I looked at him and nodded my head. He smiled then he said "Are you going to live with me?" That was an option. Wow.
I had to nod my head again and he walked over and started to kiss me. I stopped and said "I want dinner." And he laughed and ordered pizza. When we woke up in the morning I was on his chest again and he was rubbing my back and said"Hows it going sleepy head?" I got up and poured some cerial. "How did you know where my, our cerial is?" Was he seriously asking this question? I looked at him and said "MTV Cribs" then I quoted him "we're not generally messy people." He looked at me and just stared into my eyes as if he could see my soul and liked what he saw. So I stared back. I sat on his couch and ate my cerial then he turned on the TV and sat next to me. When I was done he grabbed my bowl and put it in the sink. He came back over and grabbed my hand and said "You are just so awesome. I am glad I asked you to stay with me, I didn't think I had the guts to and I did." I was just soooooooooo happy. Wow. I went and got my laptop and said "Look at my old myspace and e-mail addres, you'll laugh. OK my myspace is all you I mean look at my profile! I am a dork. And did you notice my e-mail? It's patd-brendon-and-ryan-4eva@hotmail.com how dorky is that?" He got out his laptop and said not at all.
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